am so psyched to be writing this blog right now and equally excited that you are here reading this. The mere fact that you made it to this site is evidence that you have listened to your own inner power. It’s no coincidence that divine guidance has led you here, so thank you.. I honor you for your willingness to connect with that presence within, whatever this spiritual presence may be for you. I refer to it interchangeably as God, the Universe, Spirit, Presence of Love, Source, etc.
Claiming my connection to the presence of this power during 2019 has certainly directed the course of my life beyond what I could have ever imagined.![]()
In life, you’re given a test that teaches you a lesson and I have grown through some pretty tough tests last year and still going through challenges but no matter how tough it is, in the pursuit of freedom, I choose to take the negative and turn it into a positive, connect to the nothingness which holds everything, acknowledge the lesson and move on. This, for me has been a very tedious practice at first.. but hey, Rome wasn’t built in a day, right?! In my previous blog I wrote a piece on ‘letting go of the oars’…This was massive for me in 2019 – to let go, hold the vision and completely trust the process. I have also had some really ineffable experiences and truly memorable moments..
First and foremost, I have exceeded Dr’s prognosis by another year! How’s that for realigning with the presence of inner power? I trusted the undeniably great power within![]()
instead of conforming to what man declared possible for me. Divine love carried me to be present and witness my handsome son start Grade 1 last year and here we are already heading to Grade 2. I can recall back when I was pregnant with him, before I had my first awakening, thinking I might not physically be here to see him go to school on his first day so to have been present for that moment was by far my best memory of 2019. So to have rewired new beliefs and playing bigger than before has certainly been revolutionary. I started my blog last year and I have to say, even though I was scared and nervous at first, I find it so liberating now. It is also serving as a catalyst to publish my first book this year! That’s right, you heard it here first. A few people have been encouraging me for years to write a book about my journey and finally a short while ago I felt that readiness within me.
As I evolved throughout 2019, I observed myself outgrowing some relationships.. some changed.. and I’ve gained some truly beautiful new ones from all over the world. That ![]()
being said, I have been tremendously blessed with opportunities to have gone on retreats in both Australia and Malta where I became part of an absolutely amazing community who hold each other in unconditional love daily. This is where I truly felt my soul waking up and feel safe enough to let my heart bloom petal by petal. This is where I amplify my belief in possibilities. The greater you become, the greater your challenge and I realised that it is up to me to do whatever it takes to master my challenges and the only way I know how is to open up my beautiful heart and turn my love inward, over and over again! At the same time I also learned how to guard my heart from that which didn’t serve me in the past because I truly felt that literally everything, every thing flows from it. ![]()
So often I find myself contracting when I pick up on yucky energies or when someone says something really mean to me or when people just don’t get me. I’m realising more and more each day just how sensitive yet oh so powerful my inner being truly is. And that in itself is a victory for me. Another profound highlight of 2019 was connecting to my true self on a much deeper level and being pulled by a vision of the future.
I ended my year with a beautiful meditation at midnight![]()
– acknowledging every thing 2019 has taught me and being grateful for the grace, love and inner guidance. Entering 2020 with the intention to play even bigger and have a blissful year – a year that serves me well!
I wish you all a magical New Year my friends.. A year filled with powerful commitment and intention to step out of your comfort zone and honor your inner guidance system.
PS.. “Most of the shadows of this life are caused by standing in one’s own sunshine” – Ralph Waldo Emerson
With so much love
TK ♡
